Just a quick note to say I'm still alive. I don't have internet access at home at the moment, so I've been lugging my laptop to Starbucks whenever I can.
School is hectic, baby is growing and her heartbeat is strong, Boyfriend and I have been through hell and back and are still seeing things through one day at a time. Still starving, but always, always keeping my eye on the light.
I've come to a place now where I can open myself willingly. Acceptance is hard when there is so much to rage against. Even though there is still stress at every turn and the chances of eating every day are slim, we are still making every effort to look forward. All I can think is that we must be strong for the universe to have put us through this. And we will come out of it so much stronger.